SANITY

Sanity: The state of having a normal healthy mind; the state of being sensible and reasonable.

I am trying to contemplate if I am sane enough to feel the agony of loved ones, watch people around suffering, dying, and in excruciating pain.

I am trying to understand the state of my loved ones who are now drained emotionally, physically, mentally, and financially.

I am trying to accept that the world around me will never be the same. 

I am trying to take in all that is happening around me and grasp each ounce of hope.

I am trying to comprehend the will of hidden meaning that life wants to teach me.

I am trying to fathom each and every challenge coming my way.

I am trying to be sane inside the insanity.